Inking art+other crap I’ve been doing

God.

My most feared part (next to coloring).

Inking is not my thing right now. I know I should practice to get better, but I struggle with finishing any sketches. It’s not a valid excuse, I understand. Everyday drawing seems like a chore now, and maybe someday it’s gonna halt into a complete stop. I hope not. I’ll keep on working on it and see how thing go.

Getting to my life. I set a goal for this year to have a better lifestyle. The overall change is to eat healthy, get more toned, and have confidence. I am trying to lose my fat. Yes, I did do huge amounts of research about exercise plans, diet (how you eat), and tracking macros. I’ve set schedules for the whole week to keep school and this goal organized. It’s been very smooth so far.

Winter Break

Break just started and I feel stress free. The teachers decided to jam pack exams and due dates before break. I understand because no one want to have a exam or test right after break. 

During the break I plan to continue pilates and cardio workouts. Each day I set a goal to be productive with hobbies, homework, or personal tasks. I want to get back into drawing and practicing, but I’m gonna finish homework first. I probably have nothing to do over break. I’ll plan as I go… 

Youtube Channel

No, if your thinking that I’m creating one, you’re wrong. It’s actually  Youtube channels that I have been watching since 2012.

I’ll give you hints. They’re going to be mostly inside jokes that you either don’t get or will get right away.

They first started out as two college kids creating skits and videos for fun. Now, they are on their progress of a TV show and a movie. These are few of the inside jokes.

  • “We’re on a beach”
  • Watering fake plants
  • “Wooooooow”
  • Las Vegas
  • Hawaii
  • office
  • Weapons
  • L.A., CA (location)
  • instruments
  • 5 main channels.
  • 4 personal active channels
  • G.K. aka G.A.
  • B.K. (starting abbreviations of the people, not all of them?
  • J.J.
  • J.O
  • J.C.
  • C.C.
  • T.R.
  • D.S.
  • G.D.
  • B.C.
  • J.M.
  • T.T (He left the company)
  • B.K. and G.K. are married and have a gym together
  • J.J. and J.M. are dating
  • T.R. and C.C. are engaged
  •  “It’s the most wonderful time of the year”

 

I have no idea why I’m creating this. If you do know who these are, then please comment because I know we’ll get along.

Things off Topic

Let’s pretend that I haven’t been off on a long hiatus…

Since school has started, homework (that’s one of my excuses) and sports have been getting in the way. I do fine in cross country and enjoy it. I don’t have study hall, which annoys the hell out of me. I come home at around 5:30 and do homework, pack, lunch, and shower all after school. It takes about 2 hours to do homework (7:30). I eat dinner and pack at the same time (8:00). Take a shower (8:20). Then I like to fit in time for extra non important things and watch videos.

I’d like to draw more. I touch on this topic in almost every post and I’m sure you all are annoyed by now. I don’t have any ideas to practice fluid motion poses. They are stiff and confusing. So I’ll try to do more of that during this weekend. If not, I probably won’t be able to draw until next weekend.

I’ve decided to pierce my ears, but my swimming unit in gym is soon coming. There’s a lot of chlorine in the pool so I’ll have to wait until November.

Not much has happened. I’ll need to stop putting things off for later and try to do them.

Random character design ideas

If you want me to draw a character that you like, please describe it in the comments below. I haven’t decided if I will ink and color it. Your comments are going to be ideas for me. I may or may not draw all of them. It is for me to get out something to practice and draw. I may take a few days, since school is about to start and I have cross country training and practice.

How I don’t know how to be happy or confident

I don’t know how to stay happy or confident all the time. I don’t know how I could improve on that. It’s the hardest thing to keep up. I’ve seen that to be happy or confident I would need to have enough positive people around me, to be physically healthy, think positive thoughts, to the things I love, and appreciate things. I don’t know how to do any of those. Happiness is always when I’m out of my usual routine. Which is working all day or at home. I don’t know how I’m supposed to be confident when I hate what I wear. I am opposite of all the things that I’m “supposed to do to stay happy or confident”. I feel like I’m buried in too much negativityand problems that I can’t stay happy or confident. I don’t know how or why or when I’ll be able to stay happy and confident. I really want to be happy and confident for myself. I am joining sports, but I don’t have enought time to train. I think negatively because I feel like I don’t have enough positives to think or talk about. I don’t know how to deal with stress in a positive way. I know I have things that other people would die for to have, but I don’t know how to appreciate. I’m drained out of my energy and don’t know how to restore. I may be greedy and self centered,  but I think that I’m doing it for happiness or confidence. I don’t know how I’m supposed to care for others when I don’t know how to do that for myself. I have no idea how I’m supposed to start building happiness or confidence. I want to be fit, look good, confident, and happy. But I have no idea how to start. I know posting this isn’t going to help me, so I’ll try everything.